Sunday, April 10, 2005, 11:43 PM
ISSUES ISSUES,GO AWAY
OOOOH WEEEE.I passed all! =] Got 1A(ECONS),4Bs and B+s and 1C+ (DARN MBS!)Can't expect much when I haf like 3-4 hrs of slp everyday during exam week and chatting wit LESTAN on msn till wee hrs.yeah.POSITIVE distraction.lolx.Been hanging out at BFD recently.Facing the beach,with nice music playing in the background,have some booze on one hand,makes one feel very relaxed.The place's crowded.but not crowded enough to get us queuing for seats.Heh.The second time we went there,we got free drinks and warm fuzzy chocolate brownie with vanilla on top.courtesy of the manager.heh.We were thinking there's no such thing as free lunch in the world.but yeah.there is!we left without even saying a word with him.we said thanks via the waiter.lol!The two lil "baskets" went suntec to accompany me whilst I cut my hair.Hmmx.its shorter.with zig zag bangs.too "kawaii" for me.so yeah.gonna slant it back.Went to Jerage's house yesterday.Had our mini bbq.It was fun!Oh!Did I forget to mention the houseflies gatecrashed our lil gathering session too?heh.yeah.Cheeky Steph and Jerage tricked us into drinking "wine".It was vinegar!Geez!I swear.we're gonna get back at 'em!hehe.Steph and I learnt how to play mahjong!Like finally man..I only won 1 game that night.and i lost the most!*whinesssss!Sheena was the big winner that night.Its funny to see how we play mahjong!Got my new Zen Micro today.its BLACK.They had all the colors except PURPLE.*sobs.sobs.sobs.*Guess there's more things to worry bout than this stupid teeny lil thing.Felt the tremors this evening again.sighs.But whieee always meeee?Grrr.I was in front of my lappie when it happened again.I guess its really one of the few things that I'm kinda terrified bout.haha.Got a new digicam.gonna take more pics real soon!;)Some issues just won't go away, no matter now hard we try.Like seriously.You thought its best to let things simmer down.Maybe permanently?Maybe not.Well, it's here again, and it won't go away.Like no matter how you may try to keep yourself busy,make plans to do this and that,whenever there's time for yourself,it still drifts back into your mind.That feeling of emptiness.Like whatever you've accomplished means nothing.Feels like a shell.A person drifting about without a soul.Something's missing out.You try to share your happiness with the rest.Hoping you'll feel happier too.But no.That same dreaded feeling just won't go away.It lingers.Till you deal with it.
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